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I got tired of looking the last Journal on my page from 2009, I think now it's about time to write something new! I've been the last four years living in Germany and also drawing moderate amount of stuff. I just didn't post anything here for any reason. O__o I were more concentrated to my blog but there I also haven't been very active. Damn lazy me. ~__~ Now I've got again creative boost and I spend all my time in train to work drawing and sketching. When I'm not too exchausted from work, I go on at home with colouring. Either with Promarkers or on computer. I need to put down my inner critic towards my own works, then I also might post her

I decided to make new journal 'cause last one was getting "little" old. :J I've had artblock very long now. I've drewn little but everything stays in unfinished state or looks shit any other way. Camera I haven't even touched for while. What a shame... ~__~ Autumn is again going on outside and it's almost shouting "come take photos you asshole!" but noooo, I'm lazy and don't want to go out unless I absolutely need to. But my lazy and depressed life is little happyer when I think of december. Not 'cause of christmas, I absolutely hate this holiday, BUT 'cause I finally move to Germany.

Phew... Had long pause at visiting dA. One reason is that I haven't had time or interest to make anything more special than comic blog updates. My new ID was also going to be only in my blog but now it ended up in here. >___> I can't really make anything. My interest in school projects is almost at zero and I don't really want to do anything else either. I've skipped even Kendo practices 'cause I just didn't want to go. Raah! I need motivation to live and not only sit at computer and play games in Facebook. I don't know why I complain. I'm going to Germany after two weeks and I will see my love again. I should be happy and energetic but I'm n